After the 4 months...

Yo guys! finally im here to update my full-of-spiderweb blog..its been a long time i never write about my recent life..i know u guys wait my new post for so long liao..rite? hahahhaa perasan liao me...

the time fliesssssss, the last post i post is i still in the 1st sem of my uni, and now, its already the end of the year of 2010! wow, so soon, rite? thinking back this whole year...haih.. the year of my 20, did i grow up? did i getting mature? did i changed my self in physically or mentally? hmm...i think got abit gua...at least a little bit. well, i think this year did make a big changes to all of us..went to uni, make new frens, had different life style already.. haih...i miss the form 6 moments..the day we spend together..have some crazy or funny outings..gatherings..yam chas..and many more..Wei, when we got gathering? i feel like im so isolate from u guys..saw u guys so enjoy at melaka, genting..make me so jealous liao..haih...

next,

after get in to uni, i met alot of ppl, frens, lecturer, now i realize this is how the world look like, different kind of ppl living together, no matter is the different skin color or personality work together, sure got argue or something..BUT, there also good person la, so far, i met alot good frens that always help me..and i feel so lucky some of my frens are same uni wif me..like Yong my logongzai, princess, Theresa, christina, shak...and i met many long lost secondary school frens! everyone was doing so well, i also feel happy for u all.... and hor, i now so pro ady, in the 1st sem of my uni, i already collected 4 saman for my illegal parking at uni area...haha pro rite? 1st one is last warning, then 2nd one is RM10 which i park on the road side of library, 3rd is yellow box in my uni kampung, 4th also kampung but not yellow box but terhalang the bus to drive through wa...but the bus still can jalan a...haih...my pity RM 20 hilang liao...all these saman already cost me RM50! and now, more and more student driving to uni, so...less and less parking will be reserved to me liao..haih

in this december, haih..this month really not my month..coz i got sick twice..1s is food poisoning..haih..pro vomiter liao...then now serious flu and bad coughing..countless tissue used to wipe my nose mucus, and cough until wan vomit only the cough will stop, and then some fever..i hope i can get well b4 18 dec...because i nid to sing on the stage! recently i join a choir group from my religion, i was the arranged to the soprano group, uiyoo..means i can sing high pitch~ but now..because the sickness i cant sing well during practice..oh ya...u guys know the song " lion sleeps tonite"? one of the lion king song i think...the part my sister and i sing is the " Wim-o-weh, O-wim-o-weh....", actually singing is fun! and singing got alot to learn too! so in order to perform well, i nid to get enuf rest and take medicine in time! another thing is, i hurt my leg, its now sooo purple and colourful, how it happen? when i walk so happily wif my dear bf, then i TERstep into the longkang, and then my leg get hurt by the two tiang of the longkaang thing and then now my leg black and purple liao. he so sakit hati and insist ask me stop by Watson's shop to buy cream luka for my leg..TT my leg..


Last but not least, hope to see u guys soon! and must stay healthy!! miss ya..XOXO


my purple leg



cupcakes for my sis's birthday! she gonna married soon!

Family camp

6/8/2010
Our fren Jassy is so so nice..we called him yesterday and asked him for help to sent us there..and he just say yes without any hesitate..then around 6.40am he already wait us at Kampung E with his lovely Myvi..Jasy! u r no more jasy liao..is our Jason liao..Jason the MAN!! then after Jamilah put all her things in the car..then jason send us to SPTA, our schoo of forestry.. around 9am we start our journey to Bundu Tuhan for our school Family camp.

On the way to bundu tuhan, the bus stop by the shell petrol station, then some of the student went down to the shop to buy something, i donnot the bus driver notice o not..there still alot student haven come back to bus but he drive away from the petrol station..then we all panic liao..keep ask the bus driver to stop..then the other left out student terpaksa run back to bus o..so kasian..

after 2 hours of riding, we finaly reach the destination..we have to carry our hiking bag and walk in side the camping place. then we all kumpul at one place. and the senior demo how to build the tent and the cmap bed..after that, we all carry hiking bag and the tent and the camp bed..all thing is so heavy..bt luckily i kuat enough to carry these things..the way to the camping side is so so tiring! we have to climb the stairs and then naik the bukit to reach..i haven reach there also feel like cant breath liao..2 person share 1 tent..so..theresa with jamilah as usual, the me and my fren share another tent..the tent is easy to build but when comes to camp bed, is it soooo hard! coz the besi is so hard and u know la..girl's not kuat enuf to bend the thing..luckily got senior help then finally we done. so, Yay! i learned how to make tent and camp bed liao~ ^^

today's lunch is Sardine fish with some vege cooked by seniors..yummy~

our activity start rght after the lunch...hmm...i notice that im so long winded..so i just write the interesting part la..in the camp..i got many 1st time in the camp..

1st time go for jungle tracking
1st time go jungle tracking late at night..around 12 to 4am
1st time saw a shooting star!! wow..the first time of my life ! i so regret i din make a wish that i can see more shooting star nex time...

etc...coz this post i had drafted for few months ago..and now baru i touch it..so, the detailed part i forget ady...haih..lazy ppl..wat to do? any way...this family camp did give a awesome experience and get in this course not really that worse as i though..at least it is fun and more outdoor activity...so, that all i guess...see u on next post!

Another Week liao

After entering uni..i feel like 1 day 24 hours is not enough for me anymore..(actually since sceondary school i already feel tat way)..Tons of assignment waiting for me...Monday till Wednesday my class start from 8am till 5pm..and then..the most stressful subject for me was the English for Research Purpose..its harder than the MUET..haih..i dont know choosing that subject was a right decision for me or not..i feel so so stressful when i entering the class...must speak PRO-ly and hardly to understand the lecturer said..because he speak so fast..and im so not confident when come to these speaking session..and presentation..TT haihhhh..u know la..my english so sucks one..im so envy to those chinese who can speak so well in english..

The first week and second week had passed..now the class all start teaching ady..and last week..i had done practical for my school subject (forestry )..for soil science..we nid go the bukit just at the back of our school and take the soil sample..so, we dig the soil and take the soil back to lab lor..walao..punya tiring to cover back the hole we digged..and our group nid to take the deepest soil sample..but overall its fun la..coz the activity is outside the class room..then another practical was to identify the trees..the profesor lead us and intro bout the trees and ask us to see the corak of the leaves..because at end of the practical, we need to draw the corak of the leaves..then everytime when the professor stand infront of a tree and start talking bout that tree, we all will busy go pluck the leaves of that trees..so now..we got 23 of the leaf sample...and now most of it already wilt..and i dont know how to draw it later..zzz..

time flies..now already Sunday..means tml is monday liao..i have to repack my cloths and stuff to back hostel again..yerr...i don feel like going back there...because i miss house meal..and nid to jimat jimat spend money,go there really can lose weight ni..then no freedom on wearing cloths..whenever go out from the hostel must wear long pants, or tracksuit..i always wear short pants inside and then just kasih wear the long pants outside so when i go back my room..i can just take it off like tat..haih..i just stay hostel for few days a week already so home sick..how about those who go soooooo far from home and study right? Anyway..for those my friends who go semenanjung study or anywhere please take gud care of ur health ya!

Holidays ---> Uni life

After weeks of preparation for the Uni stuff, i finally got some free times now..Actually i got class for tuesday but since the Class will only start next week, so i'm free today~!

Overall, the orietation week is ok..just our time were fully arranged with tons of talks..we need to use the transport in the uni..like take bus in that whole week...can u imagine 4 thousands of students rebut for bus? We queued for so long like 20 mins or even more the get the bus after breakfast to go to the Cansellor Hall..and then ride bus again back to Hostel to take dinner and then back to Cansellor Hall again for the last talk for the day..i still remember the 1st day we register for the accomodation for the orientation week, wow...its..really..shocked me..when i arrive there..i get my parking and just bring along my documents that might needed for the registration..then i walk towards the camp that setted up there..i saw alot luggage put neatly there and alot parents and student were standing there to wait for bus..that time i feel im so pro..coz i din even pack my thing! just document and my hand bag with me that time..then the bus came..we all walk forward to rebut for bus.. and there no more seat ady when i get in the bus..i was wearing high heels and cant balance myself..coz the road was like..go up and down..and i step on a ppl's foot lagi..

After awhile, we finally reach the Kampung E, which i been arrange to stay at there..the counter was set up at the canteen hall..and is was sooo...crowded..like u guys ever saw the emergency camp set up for those disaster victims? yea...just like that..everyone is queueing up there..and the whole canteen is full and hard to walk by..like u nid to squeeze over to get ur way..and then..after queue up for hours..and finally is my turn..haih..

but theres something that i felt grateful , im so lucky that i get offer from UMS..altho that was not my 1st choice but my 6th choice..and i don even know what is all about..but..i think i will love it..because its something about trees..nature..and biology..and next sem we will go jungle tracking and forest camping...that will be interesting..hope that time my body condition is good la..

And...another thing was..i met such awesome roomates during my orientation week! the 4 person sharing a room..the school try to achieve the 1 Malaysia..so..in my room, theres a malay, indian and 2 chinese include me..just 3 of us ( the indian girl, and chinese girl and me ) were close..but the malay girl seldom interact with us..and sometime she just take her pillow and go to her fren's room over nite..my indian and chinese roomates are so so take good care of me..and they are so friendly and now we r so close ady..and during the hostel staying week.i found that im such a untidy person..becoz..i put my things on my table and bags on my chair until i don have place to seat,and then plastics here and there, din lipat my blanket after i woke up, and hang my cloths here and there..and then i din even know how to put the mattress cover properly..then..the indian girl (Ranju) , she always the earliest person went back the room..one day, she went back early again..and guess wat, she help me to tidy up my bed and help me hang my cloths neatly ! and she sweep the room and mop up lagi! wow..she is so neat la..compare to me..haih..i really speechless liao..then i went back my room yesterday..my table was so clean! she help me to put my things inside the closet lagi..haih..where la u can find such a nice roomate who willing to help u clean up all those things..and then the chinese gal..she din help me clean my things la..but she also nice 1..she always wait me get ready and go wait for bus..or whenever i nid to take things from my car..she will go accompany me..and she is so Man..not like ordinary Girls..she is Man type girl..and she likes to help me carry umbrella under the rain.. i feel like im a small girl being take care by both of them..and very lucky that..we still the same room after the orientation week!

Then yesterday was my First Uni class lesson..the first thought when i saw the lecturer i though she was not frenly type lecturer..but..overall, she is funny! but..she is mix language lecturer..but nvm la..as long as i focus on the power point..

haih...the time really flies..im so so sad that i din attend the previous reunion for U6s..and now...most of them went to their respective Uni ady..but luckily still many of them stay here..at UMS..and hope those who are still waiting the rayuan...gud luck guys! Pray hard!

Family Outing^^

Yesterday night, when i was doing my thing, suddenly my heartbeat increase adnormally...it beat super fast and make me feel like i gonna faint..im not doing physical exercise that may increase my heartbeat..and im not stress or panic that time..so..its strange, i mean the way my heart beat. Actually, i had experienced this during my younger age..and until now i still cant found why this strange this happen..and i ever told my parents about this but they just think that is fine..

Family of my mother side have thyroid problems..and one of my sister had thyroid problem too..so..im not sure that i had inherited that o not..then today my sister had to go check up her thyroid problem after took 1 month of medicine...so, today, my whole family included me went to full body check up! wow...first time we whole family do this together! I still remember my last full body check up is primary school..such a long long time..and..im so scared of the needle..coz in my memory, suntikan is so scary..and this is taking blood out from ur body..yerr...so scary..

So, my father be the 1st to did that..he close his eyes and turn his head to left side so that he wont saw the whole process...and then my sister's turn, she dint close her eyes but she turn her head to another side too..and i keep look at her face..see what her reaction..her face telling me that its pain..and she complain why the process so long..yerr...this make me feel more scared..and then..finally my turn, put my left hand on the table, then the doctor start find the blood vessel..and then apply some achohol on it...and then i faster turn my head to right side and i use my right hand to pinch my leg so that i only feel the pain on my leg..i can feel the needle inject in and feel the pain..im so scared at 1st..but after few second..i feel nothing ady and i start complain why it take so long ( actually its not long but im want it end fast )...then the doctor ask me to be patient..after awhile..it done~! and the doctor said..nah...see..u still alive~! haha..yea...actually its not scary as i though..so..if next time body check up again...i wont panic like today liao..


Blood Sample @@



The red dot--->where the needle inject

After the body check up, we went to Yap's vegeterian restaurant to take our lunch..coz we been fasting since last night..and then during the lunch..my dad complain about my loooooooooooooooong holiday...he said that i should go look for part time jobs so that i can learn something and not just waste my time on gaming or doing nothing meaningful like just stay home or what...and he start telling stories about his childhood..like when he's same age as me, he already go town and earn money liao..and yea, my life for now is very nice as compared to my dad's teenage time..but, im too lazy lar to find part time jobs..

Then after send my sister back to cyber, we go to the open market near beverly hill, we bought alot veges and fruits..and then we go many places ... i spend my whole afternoon in car..altho just sitting in car but i still feel tired ahh...

so....i think thats all lar..coz semakin i write..semakin i dunno wat to write liao..so..bye bye~

New~!

Morning guys~

Its been so long i had never update my blog..plus today my favourite online game - Dragonica undergo server maintenance, so today is a great day for blogging~ Dragonica will got a new patch!! wooohooo 4th job is coming! But my level still far from getting a 4th job which is level 60, and my current level was 44.. i met json and nelson in the game...they rushing their level and json almost reach or over my level already! wow so fast..and these days i being busy with cyber thing and other stuff so i got less time on gaming ady..but still more on facebook..although i got nothing to do with facebook but i still can stare at the screen for hours, just click here and there to let the time pass...plus Yong and Lina seldom play with me already..haih..gaming without friends is bored although we still can meet new friends there but hardly can found a nice 1 lar..and now...the Exp event is over..Leveling will be more tough..i can feel my eyes become like this @@ when come to leveling...*vomit*...

And then heres about the Uni thing...haih..another thing that tense me up..according to the UPU website, it stated there which the result for the Uni thing will come out on end of the June..such a long time..but time flies..now already nearly end of May..yerrr..im so worry bout how will my result gonna be..i wish that they offer me to the course i applied which is Bachelor of Food Science and Nutrition...if not..i think i terpaksa go find other private Uni or college...TT and i being so dependant on my family..so..im so scared when come to go study at Kl or overseas ALONE..plus my family sure 100x worry bout me..haih..come on zen, time to grow up liao..
>.<..so, hopefully there still got slot for me to get in there..pls...kasian me larr..let me in! Guys, pray for me ya...if u don wan also can, i still can pray for myself..XD Then now only the main topic about the "New" thing. one month ago, i had go renew my Identity Card aka IC. And Yesterday, after help my sis bank in her thing, i asked her to send me to the Jabatan there to take my IC..and yea, i got it! haha..here it is !



Compared to my old 1..12 years old appearance and the skin look yellowish and dark..and innocent face..and then the new one...hohohoho..white liao...but hor..i got abit regret..i should go have a hair cut b4 go renew my IC..i think it will look better? and my face look round o...TT..a year ago, when i still using the 12 years old appearance IC, i had a trip to KL with my family, b4 go in the boarding room, i show my IC to the imigration counter..when the pengawai take my IC and have a look, he asked me " ini kau kah?"..terus i...= ="..okay, i know he's kidding..and he laugh at me too..>.<, actually we need to renew our IC once we reach the year of 18..but i dint renew it...so, maybe theres abit diff ady between 12 years old and 19 years old...but! now i got a new 1~ and my sis compare hers IC and mine..she said mine is better coz i look white and my turn to laugh at hers..hahahahaha... and another New thing was my hairstyle! i had my hair cut at Central Plaza last saturday...wash and cut cost me RM45, and recently i found that my hair falling problem had getting worst..so i consult the hairstylist lor, and he help me check my hair by pull out one of my hair and check the hair root, he found that my hair root is become weak ady and cant stand strong pulling..no wonder when i wash my hair, it fall alot by just massaging it...then i ask him which product to buy lor...so, he introduce me a hair shampoo for my hair fall problem and a another product to apply on my hair skin after hair wash..then the 2 product cost me RM81 after being discount Rm25..so overall i had spent RM 125 in the saloon..ouchh...my purse is bleeding..directly cashless in just few hours..TT but for my hair, i think its worth..i don wan be Botak lorr...
Tadaaa~ my new hairstle^^ i really like it!! and its super thin...and the Cost me RM81 things...TT

Hmmm...i think my post is long enough liao..so, thats all ~

You are nothing o0o

Think twice before u read this..this post may contain any unpleasant word..
dont say i din warn u ^^

Well, this story should start from yesterday..

If u have facebook, and added me in ur friend list..u might saw i had uploaded some pics of my online game - Dragonica..

Okay, and a FRIEND of mine call M saw this too..so he comment on my pic and said that he play that game too..so as a manner sure i will said add me buddy in game..

Then at night, when i'm leveling with Yong, Fazalli and Angelina. Suddenly a thing pop up and said that a player wanna add me buddy..i saw the name and though that was another friend of mine's character but he no more playing..so i accept his buddy request..then after some chat i just know that the one who using the id now is M..then suddenly he asked me how long i have played this game..i answered him 1 year plus...then he replied why u play so long but ur level still low??? wow...dude..u know nothing...this is my 3rd character..and your character only level 47..my oracle's level also higher than urs..and u are playing ur friends id! what la you linc me..and i need to school not like u so FREE.. if you want i can show u my level 63 harlequin to..or even pvp.LOL. and you are nothing so just STFU

Then i just ignore him..then he ask me again..Is your friend XXX also playing? i answered yes.. then he said she is book worm wor..she will play meh...walao..any rules said that book worm cant play any games? and my friend not book worm..she juz hardworking..not like u!! What the...

haih dnt know am i doing the right thing ask him to add me buddy or chat with him..makes me angry but can do nothing...sad

Cute Yao Yao

Hoho...its been sooooo long never update my blog already..so here am i, to update something..

Here some of pics of my Yao Yao..



His favourite wash wash time~...he's on my leg!



Haha...Snap it before he move! cute o!



Running on my bed!



Eating Bread >.<



Nah, This is when i put him on the computer table..and then he run here and there, and finally found a cup filled with some Air tebu, then he climb in and drink! His leg hanging on upside the cup to support his body so that he wont fall in the cup..



Done his licking the remaining Air Tebu and climb other side to go down..



Too tired and slept beside my speaker! haha..i was playing dragonica tat time..so scare the sound wake him up..saw his fat cheek? he store alot food there b4 we let him out..smart rite?

what a tiring day

Today i woke up at 7am..too nervous and woke up before the alarm i set..and Yao Yao (my sis's hamster) keep climb over my leg and my neck..( he always like to climb up the bed )..makes me cant sleep more, then get prepared and drive to school..the way to school are really..super duper traffic Jam! i arrive there around 8.30am and saw all our friends still waiting at the canteen..phew..was felt abit grateful because of my late arrive..because the early birds were waited so long and yet the rehearsal still not yet started! And..not all our classmates was showed up today, just 1/2 of us..then we all go up and then..Mr Chua show the steps that we should walk for that day..then around 10am, we all go to senior campus to take our Jubah..


Yay~! finally..2nd graduation in my life! complete my form 6 liaoo~ WoHoooo!!!

Then limmie, pris, farica, soon and me..helping Ms Voo doing the guest book for the graduation day..after that, i go the putra jaya near the UMS there to renew my IC..parked and took the number..my number is 1109 and the number which is kena layan now is 1073..that time was around 11.30am nearly 12pm..wow..quite lama we need to wait..so...limmie and i decide to take our lunch at 1 borneo then just return back there..so, i drove there and took our lunch..after took our lunch, we walk around there..go in Body Shop and test the perfume and the body lotion..MM~ all so wangi and we keep test this and that but at last we said to the worker that we will back later..LOL..then we shop for couple hours because we though that it still long to be my turn to get layan..so..around 2pm..we rush back there (we really rush back..we RUN ) and U turn for twice..then we look at the number sign board..oh nooo...its 1125 liao..and mine is 1109..its already over 14 people liao..haih..then i din give up and drove to inanam and limmie show me the way..arrive the another cawangan of the jabatan..limmie help me to get number and i find parking..manatau..limmie told me that the camera for the IC thingy was out of service..so cant renew or make IC..Alaa...that time i was feeling tired liao...then traffic jamming on the way home..reaching city mall then i suggest we go shop at citymall before going home..so, what else..shop again lo..we went to the hair accessories shop as i was wanted for so long..then finally..i bought these..


i like the hair band most!

After that, we go downstair and look for a place to Yam Cha..but..the shop we looking for was closed..then we randomly find a shop and finally we choose to buy ice cream and find a bench to sit down..around 4.30pm i send Limmie home..

Another thing that cheer me up was my driving license! My mum helped me to renew my P license..and now.no more P on my driving license~ WOOOHOOOO~!!! today i was driving without license..(whole day~) ..lol..

And Thanks Limmie for accompany me on renew my Ic although we din made it..

Well, thats all for today..

Oh my...gosh?!

Yesterday night...erm..should said..juz now..because i slept at 1am..i dreamed about the results thing! Haih..i think the reason why i will dream bout that probably because we all talked bout that when we at chin's hse..arghh..that really makes me worried 1 whole night.sad..

I cant really remember very clear about what i dream..but what i remember was..the result! There something like..chemistry was the 1st in the list..and i get C2..lol theres no C2 in the real result..but in the dream..it means C-! oh my..means i fail it..T.T oh my gosh..then next maths..B+..@@ wow..how come i can get B+? thats what i said in the dream..then Bio..B+..PA, B+..hmm..seems not bad..but my chemistry failed!..(huhu..touch wood..hope it doesnt happen in the real world) haih...terrible dream..Hope we all good luck tomorrow! And hope that we all get good results..

Cheer up! T.T

Hamster Run

In January 2010, my 2nd sis bought a Cute hamster home..We name it "Yao Yao"..It's a Male..in the morning..we lock him in the cage we bought for him..then at night, we will let him out from the cage and walk around in our room..but then, today..in the morning, my eldest sis 1st visit him..and let him out from the cage..so, that time he still in my room running here and there..then, i woke up..i go visit him too, then my eldest sis go back her room..left me to supervise Him..then my second sis came..after that, she go out from my room but she din close the door..i was reading on the bed and din notice He already left my room..after 5 mins++ we baru notice He already gone..then we all start to panic and keep looking for him..we check all the corner..under the bed..the curtain..but we still din found..luckily last time i ever read about the guide to raise a Hamster..it says when ur Hamster lost..try to put some food on the corner in all the rooms...when the food like kena eaten..then we will know where the Hamster hide..so..i follow the guide lo..put the food here and there..upstairs and downstairs..then until at night..i went downstairs to take water..i notice the food i put in the bar counter had decreased..then i go search..but still din found..then i walk towards the staircase..i sense something on my left foot side..then i turn my head...ee? Yao Yao?! haha..and He saw me too..he Hang there awhile..then he wants to go away..then i quickly pick him up and go upstair LOCK him in the cage..he shud be prison..he is too naughty!

oppss..thats all for the boring part, pics now..

Hands hold carrot and eat!


Exercising and wont forget to look at the camera!


Sit and eat..lol


Awww...so adorable..sleep like..hmm..terbalik? haha..

p.s my english is more like chinglish liao..haih..pls dont mind my grammatical error..>.<..and hope u all understand wat i writing..thx~

Yesterday

Hello everyone, finally my blog..is..REVIVED..actually i not that busy until i dont have time to update my blog..but as what nelson wrote on his blog..i just dunno where to start..

Well, lets talk about what im doing in these few weeks..
wake up, switch on my computer, move my curser to Draginca icon, double click, click start, then play..
okay, this is how i start my day..
Then, Maxii nudge me, ask me whether tonight free or not..coz they gonna discuss about the upu thingy, so yea..im in..then at nite..i prepare and go out lo..go limmie house pick limmie..then go nelson's house meet them and follow liew's car to KK..we 1st go gaya street there walk walk..coz got function like for CNY..this is the 1st time i walk gaya street at NIGHT..haha..its fun coz with frens..and we bought something to eat and drink free drinks..lol..1st drinks is nescafe then milo..haha..luckily din sakit perut..then after that..we meet Hii and Tan..then we go water front to discuss about the UPU thing..we finish around 11.30pm..then we walk back to liew's car..but we din go back home yet..we still take pics..beside the road..lol..then almost 12am..finally we done our ss pic..and went back home..this is my 1st time on driving back home at this late..

Haih..i feel that my vocabulary and grammar weakening liao..T.T..so..tats all for yesterday's..

A Brand New Start..

Stepping into Year 2010 is a brand new start for me...which is a year for me to grown up and to being more mature..as my age is start with "2"! i feel myself is getting older..T.T and many things should have to change..my bad habits..my childish thinking..my unstable minds..my negative minds...all should have to get changed..so...this year..is a great challenging year for me..and also to prove to my parents and friends that i really grown up and become more matured! so that they wont TOO worry about me.. its time to prove them that im brand new ME!

So,...Changing is in progress!