Random post..

Well, since i long time never touched mu blog..and today is the last day for year 2009, so now i going to updated it! these are some photos shows what happen during December..but not many la...hope u all enjoy it >.<



This is my birthday present from my eldest sis! see! got my name and my birth date! owh yea...its a pen actually..haha



Angelina! The day we went to 1 Borneo after the last chemistry paper ! i miss them!! And miss u guys as well!!



Yong and Me! same day in 1 Borneo..we took our lunch at New York...

---KL trip---


you guys sure wondering why i take photos in the toilet..well...guess wat?! this toilet worth Rm5 per entry!! ouch..my wallet is bleeding..never try to get in a premier toilet that cost u Rm5 per entry..lol..but inside really high class la..got tower to use..and good quality hand cleaner..but..i never ever wan to get in again..
Rm5 can eat 1 plate of chicken rice liaooooo T.T



Erm..i dunno u guys can see it clear o nt..wat i wan to show is the christmas decoration so so nice~! like got crystal hanging around them..



Then is 1..is the christmas tree in the Gardens shopping mall..so so nice...



Look upper abit..wow..~ lagi nice!!



This is the Christmas decoration in Mid valley Megamall...alot ppl there!!! Hard to shops...



Ta daaaa~ This is where i found in the Mid Valley..a cafe..and my name "ZEN"..haha..



This is when i swimming in my Kl's condo..beside that is my father~



Awww....wat a lovely bed...



A new plant bought from gaya street..for my room! i love it!!

Well, 1 more day then christmas eve...and then its christmas!!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!

Wish you all have fun during the Christmas day...and..recently..i kind of lazy to update my blog..some becoz of i spend my time mostly at outside so..when i went back home, im tired to write my blog already..and some other reason was i dont have idea to write my blog..so..i juz leave it outdated..lol...

gud niteeee!

weird dreams..

Hmm...how weird was the dream? What i still remember was i'm taking exam that time and its biology paper 1..where ? in my room! lol..so weird..got the pengawas there and some of my classmate..lol..the scary part was i couldnt finish the questions..and the time is up! Everyone's answer sheet is collected but i still allow to finish it untill recess time..( how weird..) Then the scene change..suddenly im in a restaurant..eating buffet..>.< then dnt know why..im shooting there..(probably becoz yesterday i played Left 4 Dead 2..a zombie shooting game)

The other part i couldnt remember liao..and im going out now...so..thats all~!
p.s : joanne ! i likes ur new blog..haha..and the fish so cute!

Holiday To Do List :-

- Wash toyssss
- Vacuum car
- Games
- Clean my room
- Movies
- Go hair cut
- Sleep
- Day Dreams
- Tidy up the book case, Table
- Tapao the text books...or burn it? wakakakak
- Make Soya drinks
- Make puddings..
Etc...

"Phew" and "Argh"

Today is the BIG day for me..not only for me..but for all who are taking biology..the day has come..and past..2 hour 30 min...wow...

I am sooooo nervous and tension..i think everyone had the same feeling as me..
the moment i get the exam paper,i really wan to faint..haha..i know thats too over..but i really feel tat way..because i really nervous and worried, erm..is scared that the paper will be tough..this is the 1st time i tension like this...issit because the previous exam i dint really bother bout it? i not even felt this way when i took my SPM..wow..this really a big different..

then wait the spectator tell us the information...i told to open the exam paper...and..phew...and really lucky that..i had read that few hours ago...really lucky that i wake up early today and take the final revise for this paper..so..the section A going smoothly...then the section B...oh my...the first essay question..distinguish glycosidic bonds bla bla bla bla....walao..wat is glycosidic bond? never saw this word b4.. so..no hope for this question..next, describe process of transcription..har? the most blur chapter for me...skip~ so, now left only 4 choice and the only questions that i can answer..some of them i really dont have idea what i answer..but luckily at least some of them ever out in our school test..so..maybe can get some marks...

And today keep raining..and so heavy...luckily christina lend me her umbrella and she so kind..she keep looking for me just to lend me her umbrella..without her umbrella, i think i already wet b4 i reach to my car..thx to her and her father..hmm...nevermind if u dont understand wat im writing..coz i also dunno wat im writing now..

Well, thats all for today...another paper to go...gambateh all...

Maxiiii and Nelson...

Happy 19th Birthday !



1st Birthday Boy ---> Maxiiii liew

He, very smart..especially in Bio!!
He got dimple when he smile that makes he look cute! haha..
And, thanks for helping me carry the puddings..^^




2nd Birthday Boy ---> Nelson Lim

He have a special smile,
He loves Dota,
and, Nels! STPM lor...dont too stress ok? And dont Unzip ur Warcraft >.<

p.s- I dont have nice pics from both of u..so i juz steal some from limmie's..

Friday liao

Today is fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

means the holidays gonna end...

Haiz...trial coming...

Really GG liao...

Then keep distracted...by computer..

Controlling myself not to get distracted..

Jia you everyone..for the exams..

Tata

老总、秘书、老公、情人、孙子 (chain mail)

老总打电话给秘书：这几天我陪你去北京玩玩，你准备一下。
秘书打电话给老公：这几天我要和老总去北京开会。
老公打电话给情人：这几天我老婆不在家，陪我。
情人打电话给学生：这几天老师有事，停课。
学生打电话给爷爷：这几天老师有事不上课，爷爷陪我玩。
爷爷给秘书打电话：北京不去了，孙子要我陪。
秘书给老公打电话：老总突然有事不去北京开会了。
老公给情人打电话：老婆不走了，下次再说。
情人给学生打电话：这几天照常上课。
学生给爷爷打电话：呜呜呜。。。老师说这几天照常上课。
爷爷给秘书打电话：还是去北京吧，你准备准备。

Today's outing

Today we went to Doulus the book store under the sea ( issit how they call that? )..hmm...we dint buy any books from there...what we bought was only Ice cream, mineral water, lemon juices.. The ice cream cost us RM2.50...wow, Ice cream of Doulus ^^..then we spend our time on taking pics..walao, 1 hour of taking pics..the sun was so shine today..and my neck was sun burn..Odoi

Next, we went to 1 borneo..at 1st, we plan to wath movie..but, we end up just took lunch and shop..Jason so generous, he spend us eat Apple Donuts! Thanks Jason! And i bought a new shirt with Limmie~! Next time lets go shop again ya guys~..After exam...

Thank you

I feel happy and glad that i finally see the things totally clear...

And thank you that you wake me up..

And i will be more appreciate what i have now.

Thank you!

Today

Haha...finally i found the balik kampung lyrics..our malay friend's Traditional song..Hari Raya is around the corner, and all the malls or even radio keep on play Raya Song..especially this one...haha..and i sang this today with fitri and theresa during Bio period..

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Perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa
Kerna hati ku melonjak sama
Ingin berjumpa sanak saudara
Yang selalu bermain di mata

Nun menghijau gunung ladang dan rimba
Langit nan tinggi bertambah birunya
Deru angin turut sama berlagu
Semuanya bagaikan turut gembira

Balik kampung oh oh...( 3X )
Hati girang
Ho ho... Balik kampung (3X)
Hati girang

Terbayang wajah-wajah yang ku sayang
Satu-satu tersemat di kalbu
Pasti terubat rindu di hati
Menyambut kepulangan ku nanti
Perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa
Kerna hati ku melonjak sama
Ingin berjumpa sanak saudara
Yang selalu bermain di mata

Nun menghijau gunung ladang dan rimba
Langit nan tinggi bertambah birunya
Deru angin turut sama berlagu
Semuanya bagaikan turut gembira

Balik kampung oh oh...( 3X )
Hati girang
Ho ho... Balik kampung (3X)
Hati girang

Terbayang wajah-wajah yang ku sayang
Satu-satu tersemat di kalbu
Pasti terubat rindu di hati
Menyambut kepulangan ku nanti
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Then after school, i went back home and change my cloths,took my lunch then drove to my best friend's house and pick her up to went for hair cut..haha...really feel happy coz 1st time bring along my best friend to go hair cut together..so, i spend my whole afternoon at the saloon..after hair cut,she looks nice! Dint regret to introduce her this saloon..haha..new hairstyle for her..and mine..my long hair nipis liao and the front hair short liao...haha..no more blockage to my sight liao..Yesss!

And just now, my sis's bf bought wild durian..the fresh red in colour that one..yummy! i sooooooo like that type of durian..i can forget my unhappiness after ate that..

Lastly, to all malays or non malays..Selamat Hari Raya!! waiting to eat Rendang...shruppp..Holiday liao~ Hari Raya liao~

.....?

Well, now i understand why he likes bball..its really fun...just, u will like it once u learn to play this and also u will wan to play more, get addicted to it..hmm..not that over of course..just..u will like it.. and when u shoot the ball and the ball get in the basket..u will feel satisfaction..anyway, that just what i feel after learned to play that..

And i always make people mad at me..hmm...here, i want to say sorry to those who i had make them mad or angry at me..Sorry~! i will try to improve my attitude..its not good to make people to mad at u..i know..and i still did that always..tsk tsk..


My favourite..

Lastly,
Zen,
Dont think so much
Dont think so much
Dont think so much

P.s: Haiz.. excel tomorrow...good luck everyone..

Good daugther day

Today i had accompanied my mum to go buy grocery at Market near beverly hill.. and..i felt that luckily i m followed her to buy those stuff because she bought alot and she would hard to carry all of them just by herself...so,i think that's why she ask me to follow her..and i long time din shop with my mum since i went to form 6..

So,we went 3 places today...1st place was the open market near beverly hill, we bought mostly veges there and i had learned how to pick nice veges too...we spend around half an hour buying those veges..next, we went to a a wholesaler fruit store to buy fruits..again..my mum bought alot and i help her to carry all the stuff to car...so heavy..but what to do..these are what a good daughter should do, right? haha..i'm not blaming my mum...but i had realized that being a mother was not easy...Next, we went to CKS at donggongon, here we shop again...with shoppin list of course..but we still shop not according the list..hmm..just abit only..haha..i help my mum to push the trolley and i can feel the trolley become harder to push..finally..the trolley almost full of stuff then we go to queue up at the cashier..while waiting, i continue my sms with someone..when is our turn, my mum go help the cashier to put the stuff on plastics because we bought too many..tsk tsk...we had spend around RM200+ just in 3 hours...so, what i had realized was..its not easy to manage a family..

Well, thats all what i wan to blog today..
Ciao~~

p.s: feel so sorry coz i will not attend the yyhk today although i bought the ticket..

Haiih..

School Holidays is over...Exams are coming...

i had wasted 3 days in this holiday not doing any revision or homework..haihh....

Dont think about those problems 1st...concentrate on ur study bah...this is what i always tell my self..

Time will show the answer...what kind of answer? dont know..

Just...everything will be fine...

i think i will less updating my blog until everthing is settle down...

BUT, i will still read what u all had updated in your blog and i wont miss out any of them..

So, i think thats all..

See u guys tomorrow~ have a nice day~

Safety 1st..

There's something happen on my way back to home..

Something that i really surprised and unexpected..

-The way they drive are dangerous..i really lucky..thank "God" for blessing me..

-They way they RUN are so...hmm...dunno how to say..

So, just...anything u do..please concern about your own safety...

Looooong Outing

^^ Today i woke up at 10am..then rush into bathroom and preparing to go out...but b4 go out..i play the "mungkin nanti- Peterpan" b4 went out..hehe..coz..later we going KK Box~ But...at last..i din sang this mungkin nanti..coz..not enough time larr...sob..and..we all feel like...still not HIGH enough..haha..but, we really had a great time there...( and i wont order that hai nam chicken rice anymore..coz all tulang d!!)

After that, We all go teman one of our gang go fix his hard disk...then we all suggest to watch movie b4 going home...but..end up only yam cha beside the movie ticket counter..but the most fun and relaxing part was the walk at sutra habour...we sit on the rock site and watch sunset...and b4 the sunset over...we took alot pics! haha...the most memorial part~ hmm...chin so emo that time...but that still din affect our photo session..haha...

Hmm....because of my irresponsible..i had made my parents for worrying me because i din tell them where im going and will be late home..plus i din pick their call and at last my phone shut down automatically because of no more battery...these makes them even more worried...haiz..feel so sorry to them because i make them worry about me..mum, i promise no more next time k?

Anyway, the outing was really great! haha...do we still have next time?


Half Sunset~

Grateful Thx to...

hmm...since jason keep complaining about no ppl thx him..so..i m here to thx u now...thank you jason for sponsor the noodle and the carbonara cream as well....really thx...without ur sponsor..we wont have such nice food..we sure die of hunger liao..Thanks Jason!!

And..thx for nelson's chicken meat too...without ur chicken meat...we sure not full enough...and..next time pls buy a bigger 1..so...we all can eat more..haha..and thx Yap to guide chin to my house...without ur guide...u all sure cant reach my house liao...

So, our next proposal....Limmie just wrote it...and now...waiting u all to vote which proposal u all prefer...

New location available : Lok Kawi Wild Life Zoo, Lembah Impian ( swimming )

Wonderful Sunday

What a wonderful sunday...well, i'm not the one who should post more detail about what we been through in this last sunday which is yesterday...haha..becoz i don have the pics...and..haiyaa....u guys forgot to take the group pic b4 leaving =.=..haha...this sounds like we just back from a loooooong trip..anyway, Chin!!! thx for ur carbonara..actually shud thx for all of u...coz u all had help chin up and of course helped me to clean up those stuff without leaving any mess for me...hahah...not only juz thx chin...i had to thx liew for help chin to wash the cooking utensil, limmie zai for helping us to cut the chicken meat to pieces and thx for make the Avogrado juice although it failed hahahha.., kwong for helping us to wash the dishes after we ate the carbonara, samson for assist chin..haha...hmm...too many to list out...so...i thanks all of u...who attended this "trip" for making this trip so sucessful and fun..haha...hmm...limmie! waiting for ur report ok? must post it as long as possible...this is ur job as the host in this trip...haha...oh ya, if anything that i 招待不好, 请多多包含。。hope u guys really had a wonderful time...

Next we went to swim...hmm...dunno limmie got take pics or not...wahh...when the guys came out from toilet...walaoo...1st time i know they all are so.....ehem...hahaha....and samson teach us how to jump water? hmm...dunno how to describe it..well, i shall stop here...time to school...

Proposal II *Recommended

Well, today our host ( Limmie ) had wrote a proposal to me for my Boss to approve..then this whole day we all discuss on this proposal..Our Chef ( Chin ) list down the ingredient that he needed to cook his special meal for us..Then our ingredient collector ( Json) will go buy the meat....Hmm....Too bad some are leave game liao...even PP ( pull plug ) lagi...nvm...this wont affect our proposal...

So...everything is ready...Only wait for the Approval....

In progress..

Teacher, ur homework given is in the progress...i will try to done it as much as possible..but i dunno can fight with my sleepiness o not...hmmm..but i will jia you d!

Dont forget what u promise ok?

Back to reality?

So fast 1 week of holiday finished..its time to get back to reality--> Study!
Stpm coming soon...very soon...haiz...and the excel as well...hope i can make it..hmm...i still have 1 month of time to get prepared...plus my friend will keep remind me to study..so..i must jia you!

The teacher just gave me homework to do...and ask me to finish it before the excel..and teacher will check my homework..lol..

zen zen! jia you!!

Hmm, i cant wait to play the sims 2 too....coz i got alot idea how to play it ...hehehe..

Library

Yay~ Today was the first time i tried my MP4, which bought few years ago..but i never take it out and use it,so, last night..i installed the software from the CD which required for the MP4..then i connect the MP4 with the USB cable to my pc...then..guess wat..arghh...it does not detected! i replug and replug..it still not detected!!( maybe the player kept too long...?so..something wrong inside? omg..)..then today morning i try to plug in again and KNOCK it on table..finally..its button light up..means it is charging..phew...so, i listened my MP4 at library this whole afternoon..


(Front)


(Back)

Owh ya, i go library with my classmate..we listened musics..and i bring some snacks to the library in case that i'm hungry..so, we eat snacks and listen to music while doing revision..just now so funny..when i opened my biscuit..i go say" will u married me?" to her..hahah...( the biscuit is packed in box..so..it can just open like the way u open a ring box)..today really fun study at library..i think i will like to study at library..coz its cold and quiet..haha...good environment to study though, and no one will disturb u..if i study at home..i will easily get distracted ( pc, phone, tv, dolls..)...tsk tsk...i think i shud spend more time at library than at home...

And the haze is getting serious...arghh...i hate this..anyway..take care everyone~ dont let the illness defeat u...ciao~

Today, i woke up and receive a msg from my friend ask me to view the link he gave me...the link was this song from youtube...the singer was one of the astro singing competition...the mv was so.....touching...and i cried..wuwuwu...so...i want to share this nice song to u all...( go watch the mv if u can..the gal inside so liang moi..but the part she fainted so..ehemm..)


劉界輝 - 下半生

词/曲：蔡兢辉
唱： 刘界辉Kah Fai

那一年 共你车厢中遇见
遗留那锁匙 离你分开这两边
相信共你这遇见 牵动我心思
如若再见 只想看你一遍

这一年 共你相识中再遇见
还你那锁匙 路过秋天的雨天
想你还会似上次 开心走到我身边
离别再见 你看着我这年

下半生 跟她再遇见不会再相见
未改变 牵手的那天 紧抱才发现
我始终 始终爱过她 走过的从前
未讲再见 为何又离去我身边
下半生 多得有着你跟我爱一遍
未改变 深深盼那天 再续未了缘
我会想 想跟你抱近 亲吻你的脸
下一世都会再相见

那一年 共你开心走过路远
从前那心事 共你欣赏这尾端
跟你人海中遇见 牵手写过那些诗
原来爱你 这故事太相似

下半生 跟她再遇见不会再相见
未改变 牵手的那天 紧抱才发现
我始终 始终爱过她 走过的从前
未讲再见 为何又离去我身边
下半生 多得有着你跟我爱一遍
未改变 深深盼那天 再续未了缘
我会想 想跟你抱近 亲吻你的脸
下一世都会再相见

想跟你抱近 亲吻你的脸
从新的跟你爱一遍

School Holiday! La Salle only

To all La salle gal and La salle boys...tomolo start school holiday ! wow...this really a shocking news for me when i just heard from princess...my 1st reaction was..huh? what is the date today? Its not april fool lar..not funny..these what i though..lol...then i keep on asking whether the news is true o not..it really sounds like a joke..and then..jamilah said was Pn Mariana told her..but i still doubt about it..she i ask teacher's number from her and i sms to Pn mariana..after half and hour..i receive her replied "Ya. see u on the 10 Ogos. tq" so, i confirm that princess not fooling me....Well, this is the 1st time in my life that i experience this school closing for some reason....but i not really clear about the information..what i know is..its holiday~! hahaha....but i dunno i should happy or worry for this...and finally the school does take serious action on this..hope the school wont replace our holiday on august....

Anyway, since our school having the H1N1..means all of us *touch wood* have the risk to get it...so..we have to take care of our hygiene..always wash your hand, avoid using ur hand to rub eyes or nose and even mouth...well i know u all know bahh..

Hmm...i have to fully use this 1 week holiday..hope i can use it on meaningful thingy..lol...and..this 1 whole week i will unable to......

SleepyzZz

What a sleepy day for me again....well, i think the medicine i ate yesterday was the cause of my sleepiness today...but luckily there's something that makes me feel not that sleepy while driving to school which is the radio and..... and its abit late when i reached school..when i just put down my bag and then been chase off by the prefect to the hall..during the assembly, Pn Mariana mentioned about the H1N1 in our school, when the students heard that..they all shout and clapping their hands..then i also follow they clap lor..but then teacher said there will be no school closing..so sad..she ask us to take care of our hygiene, and if any of us sick like flu, cough and etc..pls go tell the teacher in charged..lol...

After the assembly is bio class..lab again..arghhh i really sleepy that time..while waiting the other group prepare their presentation, i take few times of rest..

After 1 period of chemistry class..there no more teacher enter our class....so...today we are so sooo free untill 2pm! well, i din really stay until 2 pm..coz most of us escape when the bell rang at 1.15pm..but i leave at 1.30pm..haha..and during the free time in class, yong, chin, json , liew and me gossiping about others..the topic is...shhhh.. secret larr...anyway this conversation makes me more understand about u all...hahaha...and b4 that yong n me were talking with princess..and i knew alot secret from it..so..shhhh...i wont tell anyone ^^..

Anyway...i'm so happy today can back home early coz......hehehe...

Oh ya..dunno my pc can support the dynasty warrior le?? hope can play it after stpm..

Finally

After waiting and waiting,finally yesterday nite,my hse got internet line liao..stupid streamyx makes me cannot online for 4 days..this 4 days sooooooo suffer..on computer but cannot do anything..really sad..argh..but now finally can online liao..do my favourite stuff ( read blog, msn, surf net )...days without internet really bored (to me larr)...well, actually no internet line not that bad lar...at least i wont distract on study...haiz...study study study...the day to STPM is getting closer and closer...i cant imagine that how my result going to be...well, there is no future,the future is now,if u wan to see the future, u must act now....so..i must act now..which is bok miang study..study until i crazy..well, dont worry..i wont crazy 1..coz i'm not sure whether i can do these or not..but i try my best lar..tsk tsk...i think i'm going to regret when the stpm result came out..

Haiz..last week there was 5 H1N1 in our school...and luckily is in junior block lar...if not habis lar we all...hahha...but..its quite worrying coz there still a risk...hmm...plus..i'm sick now..after experiencing sore throat...now i'm in flu...nah nah...H1N1 tu..so,better don near me..hahhaa...

Sole Throat..

Ate a chicken wing during teo's farewell party..few dumpling on last outing (last saturday)..and a piece of pisang goreng from jason on last monday...these was enough to trigger me to get sole throat now...well, maybe as chin keep said...i m weak~! lol...

And now...if u had talk with me today..u will heard some awful voice came out from my mouth...erm...its kinda funny and weird and..abit scary i think...lol...and now..i hardly to speak....and my voice soooo cacat now...>.<..

Today..jasper finally back to school...haha..welcome back jasper~!..well, really alot ppl get sick now..please take good care of urself ok?

Farewell, teo....

Well....teo's leaving was not a shocking news for me..as he told me last few months ago about his interview and also the acceptation of the maktab...so...farewell lorr teo ...thanks for being with us although its just about 1 year+ i think...

The most impressed me from him was : -
.....
(I think u know d lar...hahahha...opss....don think too much k...)

A.I.H/M

So...later we gonna eat and swim as what jason mentioned..so..i gonna prepare to go out now...so excited..haha...Coz i seldom go out with my classmates..well, enjoy ya guys later~!!

GG liao?

Well, i got abit worry...erm...not abit..is very worry about tomorrow's parents consultation day...Haiz...what i worry was my parent's reaction after see my report card...haiz...i knew i dint put enough afford on my studies..as what they said..no pain, no gain...and i always knew...if u expecting to get good result..then u shud put alooooooot afford on it...well, i know...i din put any afford..i only put afford on dota,dragonica and other things that bothering me...like...*secret*..

Plus...recently i really din pay attention on lesson...i wan but...my mind was thinking about another thing...so..yea, thats why i getting blur on chemistry..so i cant answer teacher's question...haiz...i feel that i m sooo stupid..lol...arghh...and every time i want to study but..i still move to my pc and start looking on the screen..then..thats how my day past..lol...and then, days become nearer to STPM...haiz...now i really confuse about my "future"...if i din not did well in STPM..then i just wasted 1 and half years...and i have to start all over again...thats what my sis keep warn me about...arghhhh...i know i shud start study now rather than keep think about the wasted time..lol...so...thats all for today...bye~ and tomolo...GG liao!!

Homework

Today...i do my homework as i promised someone to do last night...well...i did do my homework..but its still in progress...haha...i will finish it after this post...

Last nigth..i dreamed about the promised i made..and..in the dream..i was fail to fulfill the promise which to stay at home and do my homework..i was sad and feel sorry which keep worry whether the someone will angry or not because i broke the promise..but then..i woke up..and pheww...it was a dream..haha..so i going to complete my homework now...:p

Finally...i made my character changed job last night....well, really finally! haha..after have been wait for an hour from 10pm last night...then we start the job changing mission...wow...the process really...erm..challenging and risky..because u might have to start the mission all over again because of your careless...and the boss...1 hit can cut down 500+hp...walao..and my HP only 1003..>.<..means 1 more hit then can lead to death..so...i just busy to heal myself by keep eating the pots and din help much in the battle..haha..most of the attack was done by my sister,,because her level was the highest in our team which is 24..so..her attack was quite high and in range..then after 10+ of battle...finally we did kill the boss...and i had complete the quest for the job changing...and that time was 12.13am already...haha...and Yay..finally i can go for my sleep...(if u don understand wat i'm posting..nvm then~)

Then because of the late sleep last night...i feel very sleepy in class today..and i slept again in class...>.<..well, luckily that time were no teacher around....and...that time..Jamilah and Joanne seems preparing a surprise for someone...

Hmm...so...i think i shall go for a rest..so..thats all~...tata~

Go school or not?

Hmm....i think for all who are lazy...surely will have a though of not going to school tomorrow...well, i also thinking whether shud go or not...actually i'm thinking Miss Voo will teaching or not..if she dont..then i will not going without any doubt...

Today...i finally reach Level 20~! ahha....then later night i will change job..wakaka....i really addicted to it..but i will control myself...because...as what my sis keep warn me that STPM more important! because we only have 1 chance only...fail then fail liao...no turning back..and...wasted 1 and half years...hmm...i really scared...so..i have to work hard...but..i should stop all my games and online thingy...coz..i will not able to concentrate..>.<..

Long Looong day....

Today...was a long long day for me....erm..reason? i dunno y..maybe because our class's clock not functioned..which it stop at 8.15am/pm all the time...everytime i glance on the clock...it still 8.15..hmm...oliver!! change the battery please~!

Hmm...recently i really addicted to the new online game...so..i will be less on posting..haha..and i just up 2 level today~ yay~...well, thats all for today...tata~~

Instant Noodle

Today is Father's day...but i dint celebrate it today...because we already celebrated it few days ago...so...today is just like a normal sunday...

My mum disappear from this early morning then we all don have any thing for breakfast...and today i woke up around 9.30am then head to my dearest computer to start leveling on my new registered online game...then until 12 pm...i go downstair to seek for any...food...hmm....then i saw my dad busy repairing the periuk which the pemegang thingy broken liao...erm...anyway..i continue seek for my food...then my dad said..what u eating owh? got anything to eat? i'm hungry! ..then he ask me to cook instant noodle to him...haha..and finally i ate instant noodle today~..

Haha...so..i think this is the thingy that i have done in this father's day..haha...and my dad is appreciate the noodle i cooked...so...this instant noodle is my breakfast and lunch for today...>.<


The brand of instant noodle that i most like to eat....


Haha...i too hungry until forgot to take the pics b4 finish them....ithe red red thingy is tomato...>.<

And then..my dad told me that he caught a chipmunk...erm..(squirrel)...haizz...its really cute lar..although this time is not the first time to see a squirrel..(u know...kampung area kan...) hmm....i walk closer to the cage that caught the squirrel..i can feel its fear and seeking for help..haiz...really kasian...i can hear its yelling or..crying...erm..just know it really fear lar..i wan to let it go..but i know my dad wont..so..i go back to my room and continue my game..then when around 5pm..i go downstair for a break..and i though of taking pics for chipmunk..so i head to the cage again...but..ee?? nothing inside...i go ask my dad...he said the chipmunk dead liao...omg..so kasian! it dead because expose to excess of sunlight...haiz...kasian..


Cute chipmunk...i tak sempat take pics then die liao...this is found in google d..


The new online game that i currently played and temporary addicted to it..

sleepyzZz...

What a sleepy day....

i slept on bio class at lab...walao...really sleepy lar..first time i slept during lesson...lol..issit because these days i sleep late? and mostly sleep around 12am? hmmm...

Then today teacher gave us back the maths test paper...hmm...i din expect she din scold me or...even..erm..say something bad about me...she...really talk nicely to me and..this makes me feel guilty lar! i still remember she said.." u have to jia you worr....i don wan u fail in ur stpm.. " hmm....after heard she said these..i..really feel like to work hard liao..so wont let her disappointed..but...i think this though will only last for few days only...>.<

Skip to the orientation part...hahaha...i really have fun when bully the juniors...wakakaka....and i found that i really evil..lol..and the juniors so kasian..kasian than last year our orientation...well, bully really nice and fun..lol..

Oh ya...thanks Yap and Ng for accompany me to finish my lunch..hahaha...and thanks for the drink, teo...

Terrified!

Arrrrrrrrr...........i really dunno how to describe my feelings now...i...i... really terrified!

Just now on the way home.....someone called me...then i pick up the phone...but i use loud speaker to continue the conversation lar...but..then...when i reach the housing area which always got dog walk around d..that time i din drive fast..but...i still knocked the dog...haizzz....i really scared and...feel sad....arrrrrrrr......

That time..i saw the dog like want to cross the road...then..i step on the break to slow down the speed...coz its near liao..then...the dog also stop lor..it like scared..but..my car din stop totally...then i...oguiiiiiii...i keep move my steering hope not knock the dog..but...still...haizzz.....then followed by 2 times of big sound...then i look on the mirror...i saw the dog run away liao...and i can hear the dog yelling of pain...haizz....i think the dog..haizz....dunno it still can survive or not...but i think the chance is much low liao...because...two times it kena my tyre....omg....i really cant believe i knock a dog!!! i feel so sad and guilty now!!!
i think i will be hard to sleep tonight....haizz

And...after this incident...i had learn that no matter how pro u drive...dont talk phone while u driving!!!..............u all still wan follow my car?

Today..(sunday 14/6)

Wow...today really a tired day...
I think u all know today is the international understanding day...( if u dont know..then now u know..)

Today theresa called me...ask me to help her print out the thing...but at last i din make it..(sorry~~)...i m rushing to pick limmie and priscilla as i just promise them awhile ago...finally we reached centre point palm square...then we start our preparation...hmm...during the preparation..there's alot problem occur...hmm...i not gonna list it out..coz i will be long winded again..>.< Then...at last...i still wear the costume...but not mine...is farica's larr...coz her costume is well sewed...luckily i got bring the belt along..if not..surely..ermm....funny..haha...haiz..i really dunno how i looks like when i wear it..hmm..but yap had help me to took pic..so i can ask from him...owh ya...i really surprise that someone really came ...and i really happy!...but...the palm square there too hot larr..no air con..and..sunshine...plus...there really alot ppl! walao...

Too bad our school din win any reward..i can see they all are really sad...but...we already did our best...thanks all...most of the reward was took by SM All saints...their costume really nice lar...>.<
the costume that we should wear...i think...haha...but..

Haizzz....two weeks holiday just ended like this...as what i say, 2weeks = 0...and...i still haven done my homeworks! oguiiii...

yesterday (saturday..13/6)

hmm....yesterday i woke up then go do my poster..haizz..lousy poster..and then i go chit chat awhile..haizz..end up unpleasant conversation...and i make someone cant sleep well...i don wan talk much about this..sigh...( this post will be long winded..so..please be prepared before u read)

then...back to the poster...i really don have any idea on how to do that...actually the poster is for tomorrow ( today also larr...the IU day) d....then i first though of Limmie..because her poster is nice..so i think she would have many good idea on doing this..so i gave her a call ask whether she can help me or not...then..i just though about the costume that i gonna wear tomorrow...i haven sew it lagi! lol...actually i really dont wan to wear it..because...i really cant imagine how i gonna wear it since i din even start to sew it..( plus i not pro in sewing lorr...>.<) so...ask help from limmie too...haha...then..i go cyber to print the document and then head to limmie's house to complete the work...after doing for few hours then we finally done what we should done...haha..thanks alot limmie..u really helped me alot..haha..because later have to go to my relatives d house for dinner..coz she gonna married tomorrow...so i have to back home early..

Then i went back home and rest awhile (which is on9 awhile..) then my mum called ask me whether prepared to go liao o not...actually she only at downstairs bahh...haha...( we all biasa liao..although we all at home..but we still use phone to contact just because we lazy to go upstairs or downstairs..lol...) then i oguii...haven bath..then rush to take bath and change my cloths..

I really like my relative on my mother's side d...coz my those auntie very very YOUNG and frenly...and my mum have 17 siblings ....they all really nice and..open minded..haha..talk to them just like talk to fren..no generation gap bahh..and my cousins..all also so frenly and nice....then we all sit together no matter old or young...open the red wine and yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam senggggggg~~...haha...i start the toast 1st lagi tuu...haha..then they all follow and some of them saw we toast..they also join and drink...then we keep drink and talk and talk....i din count how much glasses i drink...but i knew i start to few abit high high like tat...then the face start to become hot.... but i din care..i really like to drink red wine...especially when the wine flow through my stomach and i can feel the warm .....i really love that...lol...so...i keep continue to drink and talk with them...after few moment..i start to feel blur and...laugh uncontrolable ..erm...then this indicate that the alchohol is "working" in my body liao..lol...but..long time just drink once bah..so i dont care..my father also help me to fill up my glasses..and toast~ hahaa...after few glasses...i really blur and...totally drunk...if u ask me to walk a straight line..im sure i cant...coz..my mind and vision start to blur liao...and when i walk..i really feel like i m flying...lol.. today i first time to taste the chivas...hmm....i dont like the taste...really...eee....i really dont like it...

Hmm...actually..drunk really can make u feel no stress and...u can forget all ur unpleasant thingy temporary...luckily my parents din scold me for drunk...haha..coz i drunk under supervision lor..then..on the way home...i feel like abit..erm...uncomfortable...because i feel like my stomach got gas and..need to be.."release"..lol..i keep tahan not to vomit...then..finally reach home...then i faster go down the car and...walk to the longkang and...@$#^$%& vomit.....lol...i never drunk until this...haha...this would be a good experience...and my dad worried " haiyoo...u cant drink then dont drink too much mahh..." haha...i really sorry to make them and someone worry...phew..after vomit i feel better.....and..haiyaaa....the food i ate just now gone liao...>.<..then i change my cloths..walao..my body was sooo...red..and got white dot on my stomach..lol...hmm....i think i wont drink until this..because..i dont like the vomit feeling...and...its give trouble to other...haha..but next day is my relative's wedding dinner..i think i will drink again..but not tat much...

Selfishness... (specially for someone )

Haizz....selfishness really can makes thing worse...u better think twice before u get controlled by ur selfishness...

Haizz...i know what i write or say to you also useless liao...because..its already happened..and no turning back liao...haiz...i still hope...we still can be frens..not stranger...but...i know...its hard...i understand d...

Time heal everything...

p.s hope u still eat more...ok?

Almost done...

Argh....my house area's mountain there keep on open burning...actually i dunno it burned itself or..kena burn by people lar...but...i really hate it...it makes air pollution and..haze..haizz.....it already burn liao whole night which from last night until now..haiz...which means...i already inhaled whole night of smoke...really unhealthy...who can help me to stop the fire?! arghhh....

Oh well, actually i'm not just want to talk about the haze..but about the preparation of the IU day..i am incharge on organizing the game..erm..roman games..which is the most traditional one..the roman gladiator...so...what i have do was prepare the tools for the games...erm..normally the gladiator is using a sword..but i'm suggested to make a spear...erm..not much different lar right? just the spelling different..they still can fight using it..lol..

so..eventually..a gladiator will be like this..

See...they using sword d lor...>.<..but luckily still got some use spear d lar...i search liao..phew..Oliver and jesper will be the gladiator...haha...So...to avoid them from hurt by the "spear"..i have to make a shield for them...

This is what i found on google...so...i manage to draw it on the drawing paper and stick on hard box paper( erm...i dunno how to call it)..and become...

This is draw by :Zen
Coloured by : Mostly by Moi, Merylyn, Jacylyn,abit by Zen and Theresa..
The edge is coloured by: Zen, mostly by Priscilla and Limmie..

hmm....i know its look abit lousy...but..to me..the drawing is nice liao..dunno wat u all think le? haha...and also...because the shortage of material..we only can make it in oval shape..

Then the spear...erm...i haven take the pics...but i will take it..erm..maybe tomolo..haha..Well, my eyes are tired now..so..i shall stop here and continue this tomolo...

Feel like getting crazy..

Sometimes i really wanna escape myself from facing the problems...but...i know i still have to face it one day...but i really...really...dont wan to face it...i wanna escape! I feel like wanna scream as loud as i can...just hope the problem will gone..and i .....haiz.....

i m not in the mood on posting my feelings right now...because i dunno how to describe it...haizzz

Something have to done

There's only left 5 days of holiday....and..i still haven complete any thingy from my to do list..lol

So...i plan to done these by TODAY...

- Finish the chemistry notes( in progress..)
- Wash my schoolbag and Pencil case.. ( pencil case haven...)
- Vacuum my car..(if possible)

From now on....i really have to work harder and harder...not only for my own...and also.....

And..dont think too much liao..Focus on your study, zen!!!

To someone and everyone....lets jia you bahh!!!

*sigh*

Why....Why?!

Today should be a great day...but...no more great liao...

Today..the first thing that makes me feel great was someone gave me a call..just asking whether i at school or not..thats really makes me surprise..and...happy! But......now.......haiz.....i really feel bad..and..bad...

Why? Why i always makes thing worst?

I know u not angry...but sad...

T.T

Badminton

Today i finally had my first exercise on this holiday...this sport was tiring and i sweat alot..because i keep run here and there to strike the shuttlecock over my sis...and she also strike the thingy almost out the range that makes me need to collect it back and start a match again ..so i have to keep repeat to collect and collect...i think..this part is the most tiring one and makes me sweat alot..>.<....unlike someone still sleep like *tut* there...after sweating..i feel fresh and..still fresh..haha..

And also today....i had a fun conversation on phone..erm...with someone lar..haha...i dunno why the someone keep laughing there..maybe my voice too funny liao? lol...and he also serious when he talking..but he still laugh...tsk tsk...

p.s dont think negative thingy liao..ok?

Saturday lor...

So fast then 1 weeks almost finish liao...really really fast...erm..actually i dunno what i am trying to say..lol....

Today i wake up around 7.30am..then cannot sleep back AGAIN...haha...because i keep thinking on..someone and the game i just installed last night which makes me play it until 12.30am...actually the game is an online game..dancing game..which use the 4 arrow to play..the game is called STEPS..(dunno you guys have heard about it or even played?)...then i go to my room and witch on the computer and play~...wow..this game really nice..because it got alot of nice song...old songs..latest song.....its enjoyable when u listen nice song while playing...i got abit addicted to it..lol..

Then at afternoon, i went out with my mum to go buy my hair shampoo...but lastly...i bought it at city mall because my mum suddenly wan to eat sushi ...lol...so we go pick my eldest sis and go to city mall for the sushi and invite my 2nd sis to join us....when we reach there..walao..alot car and so "jam"...lol...we round the whole city mall baru we get the parking..lol..luckily my mum will sponsor the fuel...(she drive my car..lol)..then we reach sushi king..my 2nd sis and his bf already there waiting for us..then we take our order and wait the food...walao...my mum's ramen still haven come when we all almost full...tsk tsk...because of this incident..sushi king gave us a bad impression liao..then we all suggest to go eat at Hanna next time...alarr...That time i din eat much..beause i feel like wan vomit..and lost my appetite..lol..why i wan vomit? because my mum's driving skill lor..lol...i long time didnt sit in the car drove by my mum since i get my driving license and go to form 6...and..she step the break so hard which makes me feel sick and..wanna vomit...so thats why i lost my appetite...(sorry mum...i m not trying to comment on ur driving skill...lol..) and when dad drive..i also will feel like wanna vomit..(only i drive i feel nothing..but i think the one who sit on my car will feel sick gua...haha )

And one more thing..i found that my mum feel like...terrified when i drive..lol..because i be the driver on the way back to home...maybe the way i drive too danger liao?? and she said " why u drive just using 1 hand?!..later if u cant control how? " hmm....i answer " harr....i biasa liao wor...>.< "...last time she said.."...u now pro than me liao..just use 1 hand to drive ..."..lol...teo and oliver..issit the way i drive..like danger? >.<..sometimes maybe? hahaha

Then at night..my family and i went out to lido to eat bah kut tea..haha...long time no go out eat with whole family liao...really nice...and so full!!

Haha...

Today...the time was past so fast...fast than another day...too fast until i dont want it past...i want it stop until there...lol

At around 11am, i sms merylyn (art class) ask whether she going to school o not..manatau..she already at there waiting for me...then i rush to my car and speed to the school..wow..today i break my record..i speed until 110km/h on the high way...but i still feel its slow...lol...(and i found that like to speeding liao...)..then finally reach school...pheww...then we start to do the shield and the spear...and finally...thanks for others for helping me..my shield and spear are almost done! And the idea that we use were works! I am so happy about that...and then i look at the clock...omg...gtg liao..because......hehehe

The outing was fun and...still fun...haha...its hard to describe but there's a suitable word to describe it was...HAPPY! haha...although my face like kena burn by the sun...but its worth..lol...

Keep Dc but still happy!

Well...i not gonna telling u all why i'm happy right now..haha...i just want to let u know that i m happy right now...

Walao...today i play dota..i dont know why the line lag like that...keep make me dc...lol...stupid streamyx ...i already dc for 2 match liao..lol..arghhh....but luckily at 3rd match..no more dc liao...then I did few nice combo with kwong because we at the same lane..but then in the middle and end game..i keep feed..lol..

Today really a hot day...no wind, less cloud..walao...damn hot larr...and because the hot weather..i go wash my cute dolls...but when i wash it on the half way..i went to play dota liao..lol..untill 4.30pm then i realise and finally i hang my doll outside at 5pm..lol..then untill now..my doll still wet..>.<

"Lolness"

Today was a tired day...i went to school around 12pm as usual and start to continue the thing that i haven done..we do it until 3pm then we all went back home...

In this holiday...i found that i was practicing unhealthy life style...how unhealthy? erm...wake up in the morning..then head to computer and start playing dota until 10 or 11 am without taking any breakfast...(as someone keep remind me to eat breakfast everyday..but i still din't..i will try lar..k? dun angry owh...) and then i also sit in front of computer for the whole day..wow...if i continue this kind of life style...i think i will need to wear spec in short period..

So..in this holiday i plan to make soya bean milk as i have plan to do it for long time ago..and also eat vitamin C everyday so that can enhance my immune system..>.<

Well, its late already...its time to sleep~ good nite everyone...

P.s After u read my post..u will found that there's nothing related with the title i wrote..haha..actually i just "flukin" ..>.< anyway...lets get to sleep now! Tata!

Today is tuesday~

So fast...its already tuesday~

These few days i been busy with the Interact club thing and went to school for that too....so, for me...holiday was like nothing because i still need to go back to school..lol..

And i also feel a bit lonely...because someone is not here...hahaha...less 1 people to chat with and also dota...lol..plus my bf also went to travel...makes me more lonely..but luckily i still have my classmates to dota with..haha....and i also busy with some stuff so i dont have much time on thinking about the loneliness...hope i can finish the stuff for interact club so i can concentrate on playing dota, watch alot of drama, and do other stuff...^^

Anyway, i also should spend some time on do revision and homeworks..haiz...there alot to do and also can do alot during this holiday..so hope i can fully use with it...

Lastly,...wish u all happy holiday~~~~~ again....

p.s today i just had 1 match of dota..lol...hey guys!! ask me for dota please...>.<

Monday liao...

So fast...today is Monday already... 4 hours later then is Tuesday....luckily we have 2 weeks of holiday..if not i just left 6 days holiday to go...time never wait for you...

today as usual..i woke up around 7 am...then Dota!! this time was Yap, Jason and me in this match...hmm... everything is fine....but then in the middle game...my screen suddenly turn black..and then...back to my desktop...lol?? not blackout..not dc...then?? what happen? LOL! Its error....>.<..haiz...why?!...why everytime happened like this...last time blackout....then i dc..now error AGAIN? haizz.....never mind liao.....this still wont make me stop playing dota..hahahha....

After that, i went to school for discuss about the interact club thing..then i drive myself to buy the materials needed..and then i went to cyber and play~....My day just past by like this...not meaningful day..(please dun mind my mandarin-english >.<..i cant write as smooth as yours...)
today i have not much to write about...so...see ya~..and still....wish you all happy holiday~~~~~~

To do list...

Wow...time past by so fast...then 1 day just past like this...if u dint manage your time surely u will waste it in non beneficial things...today, i just sit in front of computer and watching Hong Kong drama...then..my day just past like this...hmm...so to avoid wastage of time during holiday..there is something that i manage to done in this holiday :-

1. Vacuum my car ( inside )
- i feel so embarrassed because teo saw fish bone in the car when he follow my car back on last friday...he said " wahh...u eat fish in the car?! "..i dint! really! just dunno how it will appear in the car..lol..
2. Complete the chemistry note
- As teacher ask us to do during this holiday...if not..i think he gonna kick my ass...hahaha
3. Do revision
- No more failing liao!!
4. Watch a lot of movie and drama
5. Sleep more
-I love to sleep~
6. Eat more
- I found that i getting thinner liao...
7. Play more
- because when holiday over...we cant play as many as we want!
8. Complete my homework ( maths )
9. Do notes for my Bio
- notes really helps before the exam..
10. Wash my school bag and pencil case
- Its dirty after being use for half year...

Over dose of Dota...

i woke up at around 6.30am today...wow...that's early..i woke up that early because i cannot sleep back because i keep thinking about Dota and also the IU day which our school's interact club have in charge with it...so...as a board member of interact club...i also involve in preparing the IU day...haizz...the duty i get was organizing the game on that day..lol...i dun have any idea on how to do these...so...this is the main thing that bothering me from sweet dreams..so, i woke up and go to my room and on my computer...i move my cursor and click sign in button...when i just signed in, yap nudged me..(wow...he's early too.. ) then we play a match of dota..but at last we lose..then he need to take breakfast so he left and then i ask teo to play because i feel frustrated of losing the game..but then, we still lose...arghh...what happen today? why keep losing?! then yap back, so 3 of us had a match...BUT still LOSE...omg...i really getting desperate and losing my confidence on winning the game...but they still wanna try for next match...and we finally won...(because i set the mode in normal instead of insane..lol...) and its already 11am..so which means we played about 5 hours? then finally i go brush my teeth and take my breakfast...

After that, i went to have a movie with my ex Shan Tao friends...the movie was nice...but i din enjoy much because i started to experience headache and tiredness of eyes..lol...then..i went back home and took my dinner..my sister then ask to dota...AGAIN? wow...i really tired and my eyes start to blur liao...but not to make her dissappoint, i join her...the match was tough..because i'm too tired to play and cannot concentrate..but finally we won...pheww...

So...what i had learned today was NOT TO dota too many in 1 day..hahaha..lol....because it really can hurt the eyes when u watch the screen for long period...

Friday the beginning of holiday~

Yes...finally today is Friday~ i love friday..because friday is the symbol of holiday..haha..and it also the beginning of holiday...Yay~

Today was our class monitor, Hii's birthday..haha....he was so generous as he prepared a small party in our class and also a delicious Secret Recepi's Oreo Cheese cake...haha..really nice...Thanks Hii! and Happy birthday~!

Then after school, teo followed my car..then i send him home...wow..the place he stayed was so nice...and seems so luxury @@... then after that, i go for hair cut at central plaza...finally no more blockage in my sight ..lol...and then i spend my afternoon at cyber play dota and surfing net...phew...then just now i just finished 1 match of dota with my 2 elder sisters...>.< i feel so tired but happy because its holiday~~~!!! Happy Holiday~

Hero for today~

Lol..

hope u laugh after read these...^^

Happy but sad?

Finally.....today finished the most....terrible...paper...(Bio)....i really cant imagine how worst the result can be...
Pheww...finally its over...and now, its holiday ~~~~
I cant wait the holiday come...because i will have a lots of time on playing dota, sleep, eat, play and eat and sleep...hahaha...

Hmmm....

Sometimes i find my self so annoying...keep repeat asking same question...talking the same thing although the thing already settle down..i just cant control myself to repeat...until people say i m annoying..then i just realize and stop..*sigh* i dunno why i was like that....and i always like that...am i think too much AGAIN?...actually i'm so care about everything..care about how people think about me..how people talk about me...all these thing..although i dint show at my face..but in my heart, i will keep thinking about that! Maybe it sounds like crazy...but i really does...Sometimes they really cannot understand why i'm like this..but i myself also dun't know why....some of them already used to this and will ignore me when i start become annoying.besides,. i also like to think negatively...although it just a small matter..small untill people might just ignore it...but i will keep it in my heart..and start to think at negative side...haizz...i really need to change these atitude...if not...surely no people wanna friend with me..lol...

I feel better liao...

Haizz....after T.T for 20 minutes plus...i feel better liao...i will put these thing aside first...i wont think that much first...because if i continue like this...people who are care about me will sad..and sometimes maybe will feel annoyed..lol...so....i will focus on this exam first...then just i will think about that...

明天会更好。。

P.s This blog is just like my diary..so i writing these is just like writing my own diary which can be read by everyone.. :)

No Mood...

Haiz.....

After seat the exam for 3 subjects..i really no hope to pass the exam liao...today just finish the maths paper 2...the question looks like easy...but..when u do it..it totally different..so hard man!...maybe i dint do enough exercises for that..so that's why i feel hard...i really wanna give up when i just done on the half way...i think it would be the worst exam ever for me....

I feel so sorry to my parents...they so hard to earn money to let me futher my study..but i still make them disappoint..haizz...

Plus..some other thing also makes me feel moody...i think this is the main thing that makes me feel moody...*sigh*..its hard to describe how i feel right now...i just feel like... hard to breath but i actually can breath...i feel like sad but i unable to cry...i hardly to concentrate to do something... my mind will easily get stuck..and then i cant stop to think about it.......haizz.....

I think it was my fault...my selfishness...my greediness..........haizz...i have to stop this..and..*sigh*...if i still continue..this will hurt someone more...but....i dunno i able to stop this or not..or maybe just let him to treat me cold..so i just only the one to feel the pain...haizz.....i should stop to write about these...who knows maybe this will makes thing worst...*sigh*....Many things can happened in 1 day..it is unpredictable...when the moment u still happy...it can be turn to sad in the next second...

Maybe i just think too much..or maybe i really think too much..or...i dint think too much but the thing really happened...haizz...hope the exam can finish fast...so i can calm down myself during the holiday...haizz..maybe the thing is no serious as what i though...and this not the right time to think that much... :(

*i just want to release my feeling because here is the only place to let me do this...and dun bother what i had write..just i think too much * = =

Haizzzz.......

暧昧 - 杨丞琳

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有 勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事 不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有 勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去 意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

哦~~哦~~呜

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有 勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去 意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里


。。。希望我们还能像以前那样。。

Chemistryyyyyyyy

Today's exam was both paper 1 and 2 of Chemistryyyy...the most hard subject to me...omg..i din did much revision on that...feel so sorry to Mr Chua...haizzz...this time cant make it..hope i will make it in next exam...

Haiz....actually the questions all taken from past year question...although i have the copy of past year question..but i din do ...and the essay question that came out just now,which i just saw it last night...but i din read the answer T.T..arghhhh...all because of my laziness... >.<

Haizzz....this paper...really GG liaoooo...some question from the essay i just leave it blank or just write 1 or 2 sentence to make it nice to look..haha...so it wouldnt be so empty..lol....i think when Mr Chua mark my paper sure he will muntah darah....really cannot imagine how he would react..he surely will feel so disappoint....haiz...sorry no cure...better study hard for next exam = =
i bored until draw these...lol

ermm....

yay~ after download for few weeks...finally my The Sims 2 files want download completely liao....just left few % then can install le...haiz....my line here always not stable..and slow of course (probably because of my house located at kampung?) the line really sucks...(oliver might experience that ) but....i still can have dota with my fellow friends la of course...

Go Go download speed~ boost ur speed larrr


Haiz....today already a super hot day...and the sky are blue..too blue...untill just hardly to find a cloud....and the sun are bright..too bright until it makes my eyes so painful when i look out from the window...Then ...my dad go open burning lagi....adoii...sudahlah hot..then u make it more hot lagi...air pollution, green house effect, global warming...haiz....then the fire almost burn down the banana trees lagi...lol...

u can see a red spot on the banana tree...the fire is burning the leaves!

Skinny Teo

Today after the exam...some of our classmate stay at the classroom...while the other went to library to study..

So..i sit with Yong and start to talking about our favourite Pc game - The Sims 2...then Teo walk by our seat..then i take this chance to eat his tofu ( picit his tummy) ..then that time just i realise that he too skinny lar( actually i know he is skinny..but din know he skinny untill this..)...he even skinny than me...walao....teooo....u shud eat more lar...i know u always exercise and ur lemak all become muscle liao...but is thin muscle...lol...( thats y i cant picit his tummy = =) but...no lemak is good lar...but.....= =

And..i also hit his "pigu"..wow....so.......keras...hahaha.....and so...."bian "..>.<

Anyway, Teo....jia you on ur gain weight k...^^b...always support u...hahahhaa

Speeding day, Exam day, Dota day...

wow.....today i almost late to school lar....walao....when my alarm rang...i mung cha cha then turn it off ...then..i mung cha cha sleep back jor...is accidently slept back! lol...(tat time was 5 am)...then...i dream dream dream...then..my eyes opened...then i sense something not right..i go take my phone n check..OMG!! its 5.40 am liaooooo....i rush to take my towel and rush into washroom..wow...i first time finish 3 thing in 7 minutes..( bath, wash face, boom..normally these take me 10 - 15 mins )...then...i run to car and drive to school...i speed the car like 80 - 100 km/h haha..(not too fast lar..rite?) then finally i reached school...pheww...but no parking for me liao..haizz...so i park far away..(to me its was far)..

Then..7am liao...exam starts...the questions...erm...still ok gua...hope i can pass it lor...but the essay part i just try my best only...haizz...teo sitting beside me...i saw his essay..wow! so longg.......i just saw he keep writing non-stop..walao..seems he like got alot of points..good for him..the exam end at 10 am...after the recess..some of my classmate sneak out from the school n went back home...( so bad la u guys..din ask me to join T.T )

Then, i went back home..i shud be do revision for chemistry..but...i cant control my nafsu on playing dota...haha...so i ask teo to join my game...hehe..actually i was thinking to have only 1 match of dota then go to do revision...but when i just quit the game..kwong then message me and invite me to have a dota with them....then i cant control myself again..so, i joined them...lol..(chin, who is lim hoi yuen actually? haha..)...so..today i played 3 match of dota..(hey, yap and kwong...u guys are bad influence larr...haha)

Well, game time its over...study time now! :P

i sleep alot liao.....>.<

Lol....

i spend the whole afternoon on napping..awhh...i do really feel satisfy after i woke up...but...i think i sleep too much liao larrr....coz i din spend the time on study..lol....haizzzz....1 more day to go for the exam...really ogui larr....i think today i have to study as much as i can...so...means i have to sleep late liao?..

Haizz......jia you arr everyone!! we can do it!!

oh ya...today really hot larrr......the class like...sauna room...walao...and my body like...so hot...i think that time i was fever gua...so thats y the whole day i feel pening kepala and some headache..>.<...

Afternoon Nap

Wow....i feel so happy that i can finally nap at afternoon...haha...because dont know since when...i starts cant fall in to sleep at the afternoon...when i lie down, expected to be slept but my brain still cannot relax and it makes me feel worse as it makes me feel pening..lol..but today...i slept~! haha...finally i find back my familiar feel on nap...haha...i love to take nap at afternoon actually...lol..i loves to sleeeeeeep! (pls dun mind my grammatic error..hope u understand what im talking about )

Nap...actually is benefit to us..Research on napping suggests that an afternoon nap as short as ten minutes can enhance alertness, mood, and mental performance, especially after a night of poor sleep.

Also, there is evidence that simply resting in the mid-afternoon can improve mood. So, if you have an opportunity for an afternoon nap, particularly after a poor night of sleep, take one; you will feel more alert and energetic afterwards.

But,Naps should be limited to 45 minutes and avoided after 4:00 p.m.;otherwise, one may enter deep sleep, which may cause grogginess for a period of time after the nap and reduce the pressure for sleep that night.(i m not bluffing...these are copied from the website..= =)

So....thats all for today..since i just woke up from napping..lol...i still blur to write anything..haha...see ya

p.s thanks kwong and mei yen for dropping by..u are the fourth n fifth to read my blog ( if im not mistaken)...and for those who read my blog...pls feel free to leave a message in the chat box provided..so i know who had read my blog..thanks~

A tired day...

*Yawn*

Today...i yawn a lot..just because i dint get sleep enough or..i lack of oxygen? lol...

Just now i drove home...i was so so tired n sleepy! i so hard to concentrate on driving..and my eyes lid was so...heavy ( is tat the way to describe? )...until i wanna fall asleep liao..plus today's weather was so.....nice and windy of course...goshh...i love this kind if weather...so...maybe this is the main course of my sleepiness...lol..i m sure that someone is talking his good afternoon nap too...well, this kind of weather is so nice for sleep...haha...When i writing this post...my eyes really hard to stay open ..lol...i m so sleepyzzz = =

*Yawn * again...>.<.. Today i hardly to concentrate on what teacher taught..main reason was i m sleepy and also influenced by someone..lol..luckily there are some classmates who are so funny thats their action makes me laugh alot..so i dint sleepyz all the time..

Hmm...today someone was broke his promise to me...hmm? What kind of promise? well, u guys no need to know la..haha...and i know he is kidding me de...haizz....

Still have 3 more days then i need to sit for my mid term exam liao...walao..so fast..but..i still dont have any motivation to study..maybe i knew that i cannot pass this exam liao...and because there are too many chapter to cover...plus i also used up my time on chating liao...lol..

Well, i will try to study and lessen on chating..but i'm not sure whether i can control myself o not...haha...

Hmmm....

well...this is my 1st time to write a blog..

because of encouragement of someone so i decide to create a blog..haha..
When i writing this post...i think that the someone is taking his sweet afternoon nap..

Anyway...what i want to write about is...our new class room...
Today, i'm quite late reach the school that when i step in the class room...everyone was busy to clean their desk and also their chair...then, i start to find my seat..luckily..Yong had help me to RESERVED a seat for me as we already plan to sit together before we move up to our new class room..then i put down my heavy books then start joining their cleaning session..

After i had set up my base...Yong told me that our new class room was so lousy although the school just renovated the class room for us..the room is bright( coz it builded alot of window) , no fan (as the room was an aircon room before it renovated), but the worst is...the aircon was not functioned! omg! luckily today's weather was not hot and windy...so...it still okay for me..

hmm...today i cannot concentrate in the class..reason? i dunno...maybe because of Someone? haha...just forget about that...during chemistry class...we are ask to do experiment...because one of our group member absent ( well..u know who was that..lol) ..so left me, christina and our group leader kwong to do the experiment..luckily..we still done the experiment..

Then during PA lesson, our strong male classmates took 4 stand fan to our class...and at last our class have Fans ( thanks guys~)...lol...