Haiz.....
After seat the exam for 3 subjects..i really no hope to pass the exam liao...today just finish the maths paper 2...the question looks like easy...but..when u do it..it totally different..so hard man!...maybe i dint do enough exercises for that..so that's why i feel hard...i really wanna give up when i just done on the half way...i think it would be the worst exam ever for me....
I feel so sorry to my parents...they so hard to earn money to let me futher my study..but i still make them disappoint..haizz...
Plus..some other thing also makes me feel moody...i think this is the main thing that makes me feel moody...*sigh*..its hard to describe how i feel right now...i just feel like... hard to breath but i actually can breath...i feel like sad but i unable to cry...i hardly to concentrate to do something... my mind will easily get stuck..and then i cant stop to think about it.......haizz.....
I think it was my fault...my selfishness...my greediness..........haizz...i have to stop this..and..*sigh*...if i still continue..this will hurt someone more...but....i dunno i able to stop this or not..or maybe just let him to treat me cold..so i just only the one to feel the pain...haizz.....i should stop to write about these...who knows maybe this will makes thing worst...*sigh*....Many things can happened in 1 day..it is unpredictable...when the moment u still happy...it can be turn to sad in the next second...
Maybe i just think too much..or maybe i really think too much..or...i dint think too much but the thing really happened...haizz...hope the exam can finish fast...so i can calm down myself during the holiday...haizz..maybe the thing is no serious as what i though...and this not the right time to think that much... :(
*i just want to release my feeling because here is the only place to let me do this...and dun bother what i had write..just i think too much * = =
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