To do list...

Wow...time past by so fast...then 1 day just past like this...if u dint manage your time surely u will waste it in non beneficial things...today, i just sit in front of computer and watching Hong Kong drama...then..my day just past like this...hmm...so to avoid wastage of time during holiday..there is something that i manage to done in this holiday :-

1. Vacuum my car ( inside )
- i feel so embarrassed because teo saw fish bone in the car when he follow my car back on last friday...he said " wahh...u eat fish in the car?! "..i dint! really! just dunno how it will appear in the car..lol..
2. Complete the chemistry note
- As teacher ask us to do during this holiday...if not..i think he gonna kick my ass...hahaha
3. Do revision
- No more failing liao!!
4. Watch a lot of movie and drama
5. Sleep more
-I love to sleep~
6. Eat more
- I found that i getting thinner liao...
7. Play more
- because when holiday over...we cant play as many as we want!
8. Complete my homework ( maths )
9. Do notes for my Bio
- notes really helps before the exam..
10. Wash my school bag and pencil case
- Its dirty after being use for half year...

Over dose of Dota...

i woke up at around 6.30am today...wow...that's early..i woke up that early because i cannot sleep back because i keep thinking about Dota and also the IU day which our school's interact club have in charge with it...so...as a board member of interact club...i also involve in preparing the IU day...haizz...the duty i get was organizing the game on that day..lol...i dun have any idea on how to do these...so...this is the main thing that bothering me from sweet dreams..so, i woke up and go to my room and on my computer...i move my cursor and click sign in button...when i just signed in, yap nudged me..(wow...he's early too.. ) then we play a match of dota..but at last we lose..then he need to take breakfast so he left and then i ask teo to play because i feel frustrated of losing the game..but then, we still lose...arghh...what happen today? why keep losing?! then yap back, so 3 of us had a match...BUT still LOSE...omg...i really getting desperate and losing my confidence on winning the game...but they still wanna try for next match...and we finally won...(because i set the mode in normal instead of insane..lol...) and its already 11am..so which means we played about 5 hours? then finally i go brush my teeth and take my breakfast...

After that, i went to have a movie with my ex Shan Tao friends...the movie was nice...but i din enjoy much because i started to experience headache and tiredness of eyes..lol...then..i went back home and took my dinner..my sister then ask to dota...AGAIN? wow...i really tired and my eyes start to blur liao...but not to make her dissappoint, i join her...the match was tough..because i'm too tired to play and cannot concentrate..but finally we won...pheww...

So...what i had learned today was NOT TO dota too many in 1 day..hahaha..lol....because it really can hurt the eyes when u watch the screen for long period...

Friday the beginning of holiday~

Yes...finally today is Friday~ i love friday..because friday is the symbol of holiday..haha..and it also the beginning of holiday...Yay~

Today was our class monitor, Hii's birthday..haha....he was so generous as he prepared a small party in our class and also a delicious Secret Recepi's Oreo Cheese cake...haha..really nice...Thanks Hii! and Happy birthday~!

Then after school, teo followed my car..then i send him home...wow..the place he stayed was so nice...and seems so luxury @@... then after that, i go for hair cut at central plaza...finally no more blockage in my sight ..lol...and then i spend my afternoon at cyber play dota and surfing net...phew...then just now i just finished 1 match of dota with my 2 elder sisters...>.< i feel so tired but happy because its holiday~~~!!! Happy Holiday~

Hero for today~

Lol..

hope u laugh after read these...^^

Happy but sad?

Finally.....today finished the most....terrible...paper...(Bio)....i really cant imagine how worst the result can be...
Pheww...finally its over...and now, its holiday ~~~~
I cant wait the holiday come...because i will have a lots of time on playing dota, sleep, eat, play and eat and sleep...hahaha...

Hmmm....

Sometimes i find my self so annoying...keep repeat asking same question...talking the same thing although the thing already settle down..i just cant control myself to repeat...until people say i m annoying..then i just realize and stop..*sigh* i dunno why i was like that....and i always like that...am i think too much AGAIN?...actually i'm so care about everything..care about how people think about me..how people talk about me...all these thing..although i dint show at my face..but in my heart, i will keep thinking about that! Maybe it sounds like crazy...but i really does...Sometimes they really cannot understand why i'm like this..but i myself also dun't know why....some of them already used to this and will ignore me when i start become annoying.besides,. i also like to think negatively...although it just a small matter..small untill people might just ignore it...but i will keep it in my heart..and start to think at negative side...haizz...i really need to change these atitude...if not...surely no people wanna friend with me..lol...

I feel better liao...

Haizz....after T.T for 20 minutes plus...i feel better liao...i will put these thing aside first...i wont think that much first...because if i continue like this...people who are care about me will sad..and sometimes maybe will feel annoyed..lol...so....i will focus on this exam first...then just i will think about that...

明天会更好。。

P.s This blog is just like my diary..so i writing these is just like writing my own diary which can be read by everyone.. :)

No Mood...

Haiz.....

After seat the exam for 3 subjects..i really no hope to pass the exam liao...today just finish the maths paper 2...the question looks like easy...but..when u do it..it totally different..so hard man!...maybe i dint do enough exercises for that..so that's why i feel hard...i really wanna give up when i just done on the half way...i think it would be the worst exam ever for me....

I feel so sorry to my parents...they so hard to earn money to let me futher my study..but i still make them disappoint..haizz...

Plus..some other thing also makes me feel moody...i think this is the main thing that makes me feel moody...*sigh*..its hard to describe how i feel right now...i just feel like... hard to breath but i actually can breath...i feel like sad but i unable to cry...i hardly to concentrate to do something... my mind will easily get stuck..and then i cant stop to think about it.......haizz.....

I think it was my fault...my selfishness...my greediness..........haizz...i have to stop this..and..*sigh*...if i still continue..this will hurt someone more...but....i dunno i able to stop this or not..or maybe just let him to treat me cold..so i just only the one to feel the pain...haizz.....i should stop to write about these...who knows maybe this will makes thing worst...*sigh*....Many things can happened in 1 day..it is unpredictable...when the moment u still happy...it can be turn to sad in the next second...

Maybe i just think too much..or maybe i really think too much..or...i dint think too much but the thing really happened...haizz...hope the exam can finish fast...so i can calm down myself during the holiday...haizz..maybe the thing is no serious as what i though...and this not the right time to think that much... :(

*i just want to release my feeling because here is the only place to let me do this...and dun bother what i had write..just i think too much * = =

Haizzzz.......

暧昧 - 杨丞琳

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有 勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事 不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有 勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去 意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

哦~~哦~~呜

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有 勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去 意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里


。。。希望我们还能像以前那样。。

Chemistryyyyyyyy

Today's exam was both paper 1 and 2 of Chemistryyyy...the most hard subject to me...omg..i din did much revision on that...feel so sorry to Mr Chua...haizzz...this time cant make it..hope i will make it in next exam...

Haiz....actually the questions all taken from past year question...although i have the copy of past year question..but i din do ...and the essay question that came out just now,which i just saw it last night...but i din read the answer T.T..arghhhh...all because of my laziness... >.<

Haizzz....this paper...really GG liaoooo...some question from the essay i just leave it blank or just write 1 or 2 sentence to make it nice to look..haha...so it wouldnt be so empty..lol....i think when Mr Chua mark my paper sure he will muntah darah....really cannot imagine how he would react..he surely will feel so disappoint....haiz...sorry no cure...better study hard for next exam = =
i bored until draw these...lol

ermm....

yay~ after download for few weeks...finally my The Sims 2 files want download completely liao....just left few % then can install le...haiz....my line here always not stable..and slow of course (probably because of my house located at kampung?) the line really sucks...(oliver might experience that ) but....i still can have dota with my fellow friends la of course...

Go Go download speed~ boost ur speed larrr


Haiz....today already a super hot day...and the sky are blue..too blue...untill just hardly to find a cloud....and the sun are bright..too bright until it makes my eyes so painful when i look out from the window...Then ...my dad go open burning lagi....adoii...sudahlah hot..then u make it more hot lagi...air pollution, green house effect, global warming...haiz....then the fire almost burn down the banana trees lagi...lol...

u can see a red spot on the banana tree...the fire is burning the leaves!

Skinny Teo

Today after the exam...some of our classmate stay at the classroom...while the other went to library to study..

So..i sit with Yong and start to talking about our favourite Pc game - The Sims 2...then Teo walk by our seat..then i take this chance to eat his tofu ( picit his tummy) ..then that time just i realise that he too skinny lar( actually i know he is skinny..but din know he skinny untill this..)...he even skinny than me...walao....teooo....u shud eat more lar...i know u always exercise and ur lemak all become muscle liao...but is thin muscle...lol...( thats y i cant picit his tummy = =) but...no lemak is good lar...but.....= =

And..i also hit his "pigu"..wow....so.......keras...hahaha.....and so...."bian "..>.<

Anyway, Teo....jia you on ur gain weight k...^^b...always support u...hahahhaa

Speeding day, Exam day, Dota day...

wow.....today i almost late to school lar....walao....when my alarm rang...i mung cha cha then turn it off ...then..i mung cha cha sleep back jor...is accidently slept back! lol...(tat time was 5 am)...then...i dream dream dream...then..my eyes opened...then i sense something not right..i go take my phone n check..OMG!! its 5.40 am liaooooo....i rush to take my towel and rush into washroom..wow...i first time finish 3 thing in 7 minutes..( bath, wash face, boom..normally these take me 10 - 15 mins )...then...i run to car and drive to school...i speed the car like 80 - 100 km/h haha..(not too fast lar..rite?) then finally i reached school...pheww...but no parking for me liao..haizz...so i park far away..(to me its was far)..

Then..7am liao...exam starts...the questions...erm...still ok gua...hope i can pass it lor...but the essay part i just try my best only...haizz...teo sitting beside me...i saw his essay..wow! so longg.......i just saw he keep writing non-stop..walao..seems he like got alot of points..good for him..the exam end at 10 am...after the recess..some of my classmate sneak out from the school n went back home...( so bad la u guys..din ask me to join T.T )

Then, i went back home..i shud be do revision for chemistry..but...i cant control my nafsu on playing dota...haha...so i ask teo to join my game...hehe..actually i was thinking to have only 1 match of dota then go to do revision...but when i just quit the game..kwong then message me and invite me to have a dota with them....then i cant control myself again..so, i joined them...lol..(chin, who is lim hoi yuen actually? haha..)...so..today i played 3 match of dota..(hey, yap and kwong...u guys are bad influence larr...haha)

Well, game time its over...study time now! :P

i sleep alot liao.....>.<

Lol....

i spend the whole afternoon on napping..awhh...i do really feel satisfy after i woke up...but...i think i sleep too much liao larrr....coz i din spend the time on study..lol....haizzzz....1 more day to go for the exam...really ogui larr....i think today i have to study as much as i can...so...means i have to sleep late liao?..

Haizz......jia you arr everyone!! we can do it!!

oh ya...today really hot larrr......the class like...sauna room...walao...and my body like...so hot...i think that time i was fever gua...so thats y the whole day i feel pening kepala and some headache..>.<...

Afternoon Nap

Wow....i feel so happy that i can finally nap at afternoon...haha...because dont know since when...i starts cant fall in to sleep at the afternoon...when i lie down, expected to be slept but my brain still cannot relax and it makes me feel worse as it makes me feel pening..lol..but today...i slept~! haha...finally i find back my familiar feel on nap...haha...i love to take nap at afternoon actually...lol..i loves to sleeeeeeep! (pls dun mind my grammatic error..hope u understand what im talking about )

Nap...actually is benefit to us..Research on napping suggests that an afternoon nap as short as ten minutes can enhance alertness, mood, and mental performance, especially after a night of poor sleep.

Also, there is evidence that simply resting in the mid-afternoon can improve mood. So, if you have an opportunity for an afternoon nap, particularly after a poor night of sleep, take one; you will feel more alert and energetic afterwards.

But,Naps should be limited to 45 minutes and avoided after 4:00 p.m.;otherwise, one may enter deep sleep, which may cause grogginess for a period of time after the nap and reduce the pressure for sleep that night.(i m not bluffing...these are copied from the website..= =)

So....thats all for today..since i just woke up from napping..lol...i still blur to write anything..haha...see ya

p.s thanks kwong and mei yen for dropping by..u are the fourth n fifth to read my blog ( if im not mistaken)...and for those who read my blog...pls feel free to leave a message in the chat box provided..so i know who had read my blog..thanks~

A tired day...

*Yawn*

Today...i yawn a lot..just because i dint get sleep enough or..i lack of oxygen? lol...

Just now i drove home...i was so so tired n sleepy! i so hard to concentrate on driving..and my eyes lid was so...heavy ( is tat the way to describe? )...until i wanna fall asleep liao..plus today's weather was so.....nice and windy of course...goshh...i love this kind if weather...so...maybe this is the main course of my sleepiness...lol..i m sure that someone is talking his good afternoon nap too...well, this kind of weather is so nice for sleep...haha...When i writing this post...my eyes really hard to stay open ..lol...i m so sleepyzzz = =

*Yawn * again...>.<.. Today i hardly to concentrate on what teacher taught..main reason was i m sleepy and also influenced by someone..lol..luckily there are some classmates who are so funny thats their action makes me laugh alot..so i dint sleepyz all the time..

Hmm...today someone was broke his promise to me...hmm? What kind of promise? well, u guys no need to know la..haha...and i know he is kidding me de...haizz....

Still have 3 more days then i need to sit for my mid term exam liao...walao..so fast..but..i still dont have any motivation to study..maybe i knew that i cannot pass this exam liao...and because there are too many chapter to cover...plus i also used up my time on chating liao...lol..

Well, i will try to study and lessen on chating..but i'm not sure whether i can control myself o not...haha...

Hmmm....

well...this is my 1st time to write a blog..

because of encouragement of someone so i decide to create a blog..haha..
When i writing this post...i think that the someone is taking his sweet afternoon nap..

Anyway...what i want to write about is...our new class room...
Today, i'm quite late reach the school that when i step in the class room...everyone was busy to clean their desk and also their chair...then, i start to find my seat..luckily..Yong had help me to RESERVED a seat for me as we already plan to sit together before we move up to our new class room..then i put down my heavy books then start joining their cleaning session..

After i had set up my base...Yong told me that our new class room was so lousy although the school just renovated the class room for us..the room is bright( coz it builded alot of window) , no fan (as the room was an aircon room before it renovated), but the worst is...the aircon was not functioned! omg! luckily today's weather was not hot and windy...so...it still okay for me..

hmm...today i cannot concentrate in the class..reason? i dunno...maybe because of Someone? haha...just forget about that...during chemistry class...we are ask to do experiment...because one of our group member absent ( well..u know who was that..lol) ..so left me, christina and our group leader kwong to do the experiment..luckily..we still done the experiment..

Then during PA lesson, our strong male classmates took 4 stand fan to our class...and at last our class have Fans ( thanks guys~)...lol...